anadriggers

I think it’s time we give it up and figure out what’s stopping us from breathing easy and talking straight. The way is clear if you’re ready now. The volunteer is slowing down and taking time to save himself.

The little cracks they escalated and before we knew it was too late for making circles and telling lies.

You’re moving too fast for me and I can’t keep up with you. Maybe if you slowed down for me I could see you’re only telling lies, lies, lies. Breaking us down with your lies, lies, lies. When will you learn?

The little cracks they escalated and before we know it was too late for making circles and telling lies.

You’re moving too fast for me and I can’t keep up with you. Maybe if you’d slowed down for me I could see you’re only telling lies, lies, lies. Breaking us down with your lies, lies, lies. When will you learn?

So plant the thought and watch it grow, wind it up and let it go.

Sep 27
Lies

I wake up vomiting almost every night. What’s going on with me?

Sep 26
Sick

Of owning my car I finally ordered my Black Flag and DESCENDENTS decals. On to find Misfits and Minor Threat ones I actually like.

Sep 26
After over a year
Sep 24

Favorite things from today.

Has been the best choice I’ve made for myself in so long.

I don’t remember the last time I was this happy.

Michigan, I miss you.

Sep 17
Apprenticeship

Looking at different options.
Planning my flights.
Planning my father’s flights.


After looking forever I found one that went through Chicago.

I can never go back.
Not even for a layover.

Sep 9
Spending today booking flights.

Canyon

I will finally have you as a piece of me forever. I will be able to declare your beauty across the land. To tell people of your majesty.

And I’m doing it all with the man I love the most, my father. I am so blessed. I don’t even realize it anymore.

I cry and complain to Yada more than I should. She knows all of my woes and allows me to just release everything every single time I’m around her. If it weren’t for her I probably would have moved already. If it weren’t for her I wouldn’t be hanging in there. Honestly, that’s the biggest blessing I’ve gotten this past year.


I haven’t stopped stumbling. That’s okay. I have spent this time learning. I’m getting better at getting by. I’m getting better.

I miss C more than anything. It is time to let go.

Sep 8
Grand

That I was only able to sleep for four hours.

Sep 8
So sick

Turning
Sleeping
Waking

Heaving
Heaving
Heaving

Nervousness
Fear
Anxiety
Guilt
Sadness
Anger
Fear
Fear
Fear

The darkness brings sleep. Long awaited rest. I need that time. Tomorrow is a new day. There are great things in store for my future. I know it.

Sep 7
Tossing

Football.

Sep 6
Favorite season?

At least not this much.


Getting broken up with is literally the worst fucking feeling. This time it was mutual and I still managed to cry the entire time. What’s really shitty is that we still care for each other so much.


You’re a peach. You’ve always been one.

23:15

09/03/2014

AG

Sep 3
I really didn’t think it would hurt.

My mother told me that I was brave.
Braver than she will ever be.


I’ll never forget today.

SoFla
21:16
AG

Sep 1
Today
And there I go again. We are halfway there.Are you sure this is forever? Don’t you think it was a mistake? 22:55AG
Aug 29

And there I go again.

We are halfway there.
Are you sure this is forever?
Don’t you think it was a mistake?

22:55

AG

(Source: summer-time-dandelion)

that ends well.

Aug 29
All’s well,

I meant it.


It doesn’t come easy.

I stumbled across pictures of you today. My heart beating so quickly. I couldn’t remember the last time I saw you. That’s a lie. You were walking down the street. You had just told me a lie. I could see the sun on your face. Your hat on backwards. Your slinky walk. You didn’t give a fuck.

I always gave a fuck. I always loved you. I never stopped. I’ve never stopped loving you. And I’m not sure if I ever will.

It’s sad that everyone is just a joke compared to you. I thought I’d know you forever. These days I wonder where your head rests at night.


Fine.

Aug 26
When I said it